Assalamualaikum,,

again,, i write. hahahah..

rare sangat update blog ni ann.. so pe cer tetibe nak menulis ni ann?

xdak cerita pun. hmm..

baru tadi ad presentation Anti Infective Agent. And i did the worst. xtahu lah kenapa ngan syami ni.. Rasa macam depressed, stressed pun ada..

Everything start malam semalam..

AGM IPhA.

I really wish nina azman would win. Tapi Allah izin x. Rasa frustrated macam apa ntah. Bet Nina pun x gelabah macam ni. IDK. Macam biasa lah.. I overthink la tu.

hmm.. tapi serius lahh,,

xtau nak kata. tp bukan cerita nina je. orang lain yg I vote pun x menang (here i shud be mindful that xsemestinya org yg i vote will definitely win lol. me alone cast 1 vote je hmm..).

rite now,, the only thing yg I shud bear in mind is Allah knows the best. kann.. Allah susun semuanya. things dont usually work as we planned.

satisfied enuf syami?

tu baru 1 cerita.. disebabkan benda tu,, me jadi murung macam apa ntah.

buat plak presentation AIA..

Presentation AIA.

Presentation ni x tau nak cakap apa tp I present teruk sangat sangat sangat. komen Dr kata lazy. syami kah?

honestly I dont mean it. Syami nak je buat elok2 seriouslyyy. Tapi jadi kalut kt depan tu camana ntah. Ada la jugak several factors:

1. Im shivering. serius ni serius. shiver sbb sejuk sgt2. kat luar hujan, kat dalam aircond. Syami cannot withstand cold. this cause some words tu xpayah nk pronounce. so berlaku lah tersasul2..

2. We ran out of time. ramai yang present awal2 tu dah drag masa so I jadi kalut + gelabah (macam biasa) sbb nak kejar masa. Well kita dah rehearse kan semalam. hmm..

3. Nervousness macam biasa.

Sebab benda2 ni,, I dari semalam incapable nak buat apa2. Slide immunology pun x abes nak baca. I dont get good sleep. I have no appetite. I talk less. I hardly smile. I sleep throughout the evening. I overthink.

K tu je kot nak cerita. pastu plus ada buat dosa ngn Kyrill hmmm.. 

 that's all i guess. nak study NMR lak. ada quiz esok, 

Arigatou gozaimasu ><

Wassalam. I love you muahh ><